Monday, December 29, 2008

The girl I used to be

I saw this on Jennifer's blog and I place it on mine as a state I hope to get to someday. I'm still in the "I want to be who I was" phase. Lord help me.

She came tonight as I sat alone...
The girl I used to be...
And she gazed at me with her earnest eye
And questioned reproachfully:

Have you forgotten the many plans
And hopes I had for you?
The great career, the splendid fame,
all the wonderful things to do?

Where is the mansion of stately height
With all its gardens rare?
The silken robes that I dreamed for you
And the jewels in your hair?

And as she spoke, I was very sad
For I wanted her pleased with me...
This slender girl from the shadowy past
The girl that I used to be.

So gently rising, I took her hand
And guided her up the stairs
Where peacefully sleeping, my babies lay
Innocent, sweet, and fair.

And I told her that these are my only gems,
And precious they are to me;
That silken robes is my motherhood
Of costly simplicity.

And my mansion of stately height is love,
And the only career I know
Is serving each day in these sheltered walls
For the dear ones who come and go

And as I spoke to my shadowy guest,
She smiled through her tears at me.
And I saw the woman that I am now
Pleased the girl I used to be.

1 comment:

MOM said...

The woman you are now is a more powerful version of the girl you used to be. You blossom and grow and I sit amazed.
I am SO sorry to hear Jaxon is worse. He will outgrow all these attacks to his immune system and become strong and resistent to them as he grows. You did :)
I told Bob yesterday that I can resist all the germs of my world until I am around the grandkids - I guess loving them gives their germs more power!!! No problem. It is DEFINITELY worth it.

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